A taste of an Apple (After Thoughts after 2 years)

I was just reading over an old story I wrote a couple of years ago called "A taste of An Apple" and had to say something that kind of surprised me.

I actually wanted Rainbow and AJ to be together always.

Now I know what your thinking, it's a romance, that's what people want. But let me explain.

Applejack and Rainbow Dash just had such a loving relationship in it in the second part and third. They were just so comfortable around each other. They made each other grow as characters.

In the first part they weren't the best suited for each other. They were passionate and crazy in love but at the same time reckless and destroyed a lot of lives (including their own to a degree) They were basically immature.

I think the whole love between the two really didn't start to blossom till the second part where they had to live with the consequences of the first.

Applejack was now an invalid and Rainbow Dash had to be a carer.

But it gets deeper than that. Rainbow Dash had grown an emotional dependency on Applejack and Applejack in return had had to grow a physical dependency on Rainbow Dash.

The independent goal setted Rainbow Dash basically had to make a decision which was never shown of giving up her dreams to take on Applejack's role in the family whereas Applejack no longer had a purpose and was being taken cared of by Dash even though it made her angry.

It's just the way the two saw each other as the story progressed.

Applejack said jokingly in the third part "You see me as a Goddess" which Rainbow Dash laughed off but was actually true.

Whereas Applejack was just so afraid of hurting Rainbow Dash so much because Rainbow had literally given up everything to be there for her and with her.

I think Rainbow became softer and weaker in the presence of Applejack because she just didn't want to hurt her yet Applejack had to become softer too as Rainbow fell more and more in love with her to the point of her whole reason to live (Applejack) went and made Dash wish her life was over every day.

It was just... such a cruel story. I... I don't know why I wrote it like that. It was beautiful but so... unmerciful. I wish when I had written it I had not killed Applejack.

The sad thing is is that it was only when Applejack and Rainbow came to an understanding in mid Part 2 did they really start to blossom as such an amazing couple. When Applejack actually knew how deep Rainbow's emotions went (after Rainbow had to tell her) Applejack had to give up her defining feature (Stubbornness) to be the pony Rainbow had fallen in love with.

I just... I can't fathom how much love Rainbow had for Appleajack. I wished Applejack could've just loved her with the same amount back. As I read it it always felt like Rainbow was lacking in love back from Applejack, that Rainbow had literally given Applejack her whole being and Applejack... could never give it back.

But Applejack couldn't. She had to be the strong one. If she loved Rainbow as much as Rainbow loved her I doubt the two would've ever left the bedroom (no joke). But also when Applejack finally did give her whole being back to Rainbow (when she knew she was dying and there was no point hiding it anymore) that just made it all the more worse for Rainbow as Rainbow fell even deeper in love with her to the point where it was like a complete bottomless pit. Applejack should've never given her all to Rainbow that last day of her life. She shouldn't of. That's what broke Rainbow. That's what destroyed her when Applejack show her that she was as deeply in love with her as Rainbow was to Applejack.

I just... I can't believe how much these two ended up being in love. And how scary it was when Applejack died. And how just... how it literally made Rainbow never able to love anyone again.

Each part they fell more and more in love It's just mad.

First there was normal love.
Than one's love getting more intense than the other.
Than both just baring their souls.

The two didn't start off as soul mates but they sure as hell became them.

And the sad thing about it all is that the two probably would've never become that close if Applejack hadn't nearly died and become an invalid.

Truly, truly a great great tradegy... but a sadness that lingers long after reading it that it makes me sad.

I actually wanted Rainbow to just die... just so she could be with Applejack again. They truly did become Romeo and Juliet... I just wish Applejack had had longer periods with Rainbow before she died.

Heartbreaking.

My favourite Quotes from Film and TV

These are just quotes that have stuck with me over the years.

Lion King 2:
Them? Us? They are us. What differences do you see?

 The Simpsons:
If you are going to make me choose between my God and my man. I'm sorry but you are not going to win.

Pokemon The First Movie: I understand now it is not the circumstances of one's birth that matters, but what one does with the gift of life that is important.

 Paranorman: There's always someone out there for you. Somewhere.

Stand By Me: "Am I weird?" "Yeah, but so what? Everyone's weird."

Prince Of Egypt: When God sends you a blessing, you don't ask why it was sent.

My Favourite Ships that will never happen

Here's just a list of my top five favourite ships that will never come to be... sigh but who I've always been rooting for since I was a kid.
Anyway, I can still enjoy their friendships.
(This is from ships that will never or will likely never happen)

Number 5

Piggley and Danann 

I'm sorry but if you were a kid watching this you too would root for these two! I just thought they were perfect for each other. With Danann having a foil to every one of Piggley's plans I just had to ship them. The two would bicker back and forth all the time like they were a couple and would always have a comeback to the other's antics. I just liked their chemistry. I was a kid, they actually acted like kids and if their were of the same species they probably would've had crushes on each other. Often the ones who bicker the most over everything are the ones that just don't want to let down their guard and see they actually like the other. But yeah... they will never be so just thought I would start with them.

Number 4

Irma and Cornelia

Okay, when I was eleven to thirteen I actually watched this show and really liked these two together. I liked how Irma always had a sly comeback to Cornelia's sarcasm. I liked how they could get along and be completely different yet compliment each other so well. I really wanted them together. They just, they would've been awesome as a couple. Those two were the sexiest characters in the group and put together they would just bring a whole new dynamic. So yeah... again never gonna happen.

Number 3

Skipper and Kowalski

I only ship the movie version of Kowalski with Skipper but boy do I ship them hard. This is my newest pair I ship that I know will never happen. But damnit, Kowalski just has so much heart and respect for Skipper. I just... I like the leader and second in command thing going on here. Skipper leaves Kowalski to come up with all the plans and Kowalski never disappoints. I just want Skipper to show him some more love damnit! They are just so awesome together, hopefully in the movie they'll get some fuzzy moments <3

Number 2

Applejack and Rainbow Dash

Just buck and get it over with! These two fight back and forth like cats and dogs but it's so obvious they want each other (especially in the first two seasons when they had the most time together) They get along really well too when they're not fighting. If only it wasn't a little girls' show. The thing about this is that this relationship will never really be explored. That's one thing bad about Friendship is Magic. The friendships haven't been explored properly since season 1 and all we get now are just snippets. But yeah... THESE TWO. They just, they just... are awesome darn tootin! If one of them was a guy things would've been resolved in bed long ago but because their both girls I don't think it will ever really be shown other than frustrated sexual tension. Ah well.

Number 1

Brian and Stewie

OMG THEY LIKE ARE LIKE, GOD!! Why the hell do they have to be a baby and a DOG? But these two are just amazing together. Literally, the show has made it clear the two need each other in one another's life but they just... it frustrates me. There has been so many sexual jokes about these two, with Stewie's obsession with Brian to Brian actually being attracted to Stewie (unknowningly) when he dressed up as Karina Steel. God! But with this one I actually have some hope. Family Guy just might go there. Heck that Vault episode showed Brian licking Stewie's ass and him enjoying it too, Stewie not able to live with out Brian so goes back in time to save his life. These two might actually end up... some what... possibly, 1 out of a 100 chance of happening. So yeah... who knows. It may be just an extreme bromance but maybe one day it could actually turn into a real... romance?

So that's my top 5 ships that will never happen. Hope you liked.

The Most Influential Musicscians In My Life

The Pretentious Writer

I love to write. I write for fun, I write because I enjoy it.
But one thing I'm starting to hate is actual writers.
A lot of them come off really pretentious. I would say I'm still an amateur writer even after eleven years but I only ever started writing to write stories I would enjoy to read.
But some writers are so up them selves. You can usually see this represented most in Brian Griffin as he is shown as an extreme pretentious writer but you wouldn't be shocked how close to the truth it is.
Writer's always think that their way is the best. They will go through your work and nitpick everything. A lot are perfectionist yet don't realize that spending hours going over they work usually doesn't improve it much.
If you've ever talked to one they go on and on about how they develop characters their own way and how it is superior to anyone else's way, how they write, their methods to get the story just right and so on.
I'm actually ashamed to call myself a writer because it means I'm associating with "Those" people.
They criticize everything and go on about how they would've made it better, take everything too seriously and so on.
I'm just sick of a lot of the ones I meet.

My top 2 Father Son relationships in film

One thing I love in films is father son relationships BUT only if they are done right. Here are my top two father son relationships and why they work so well for me. WARNING-mushiness insures.

Goofy and Max                                          VS                             Mr Peabody and Sherman

                            

Goofy and Max's relationship in the Goofy Movie is done really well. I think in part is because Goofy is just such a good father figure. He tries too hard to be in his son's life whereas Max wants to separate himself from his dad and pave his own life.

Goofy is the absolute most embarrassing parent but to me I just see him as the most loving. He loves Max to the max and even though his parenting could be seen as over burdening I think it's better to have a kind hearted loving parent than one who is always absent. Max and Goofy don't really compliment each other or have much in common but they just work well together. You want to see them get along, you want to see them bond and this movie does this impeccably. The relationship seems natural and comes full cycle as Max finally near the end becomes honest to his old man. This movie stands alone and just leaves you feeling good. Also it is extremely heart warming the bond between Max and Goofy and just gives you a warm feeling watching them together.

Mr Peabody's and Sherman's relationship is different but at the same time very similar

Mr Peabody is a very loving parent but at the same time you wonder why he is one. He came upon Sherman abandoned as a baby and adopted him. He then dedicated his life to parenthood but it's not very often you see geniuses with kids. You can tell Peabody is raising Sherman well but as he is a very kind, bubbly child who is friendly to all and even though he may not have his adoptive father's brains Sherman is encouraged by Peabody every step of the way.

The one thing I love about this relationship is that Peabody is such a unique character. A dog who is talented in everything he puts his paw to. And Sherman is such a happy child who has respect for his father a great deal which you rarely see these days in cartoons but is a happy relief to come by once in a while. The two again don't really compliment or bounce off each other much and it's more of a equal relationship in both bond and love making it quite mutual. Again, that is what makes this relationship unique because there is no real conflict in it. Sherman loves his know it all dad and Peabody loves his clueless son. So it's nice to see something like this every once in a while.

Conclusion

So who do I think is more impacting and sticks with you longer after the film has ended? That would have to go to

Goofy and Max!

Even though Peabody and Sherman's relationship has more trust in it and respect you just can't hate a good conflicting relationship sometimes. Goofy tries so hard throughout the whole movie to win Max's affections that when the two finally do get along you just feel it all the more. The two are just funny together and are more interesting to watch than Peabody and Sherman. But in the long term I think Peabody's and Sherman's relationship is more stable and that Sherman will always keep in contact with his father later in life whereas Max will probably always be embarrassed by his dad.

So that's my two fav Father Son bonds done on film.
And remember,
Watch what others won't.
Bye!

Why I don't read but like to write

I've never liked books. Well most books. I always wanted to read a story that would enchant me, was fun and would bring me into it's world.
But I was a very fussy reader.
Most books bored me. I think in total I've only completed 20 books in 22 years of my life.
But the thing is, I don't mind reading... it's just that I don't like the way most authors write.
When I was 11 I started to write my own books just so I would have something I would like to read. I wrote for myself, told the stories how I wanted to and still do to this day.
Nearly all books fall under expectation.
The only book series I've ever finished was Twilight and even though people say those books were bad, they were the only ones that hooked me.