About Me

Just an 24 year old going on 25 that wants to give some of her views

Friday, February 25, 2011

Social Network

 I have to live in this modern world where everything is done on the net.
You make friends on the net, you shop on the net, you live on the net.
Yet... everything that we want is in this world- not that.
I have never been caught up in Facebook. I have never been caught up in any site unless it gave me something.
I get something from Fanfiction- an occasional good story -that delves into the authors mind and talents.
I get something from Youtube- Music... in most cases.
I get my shows from TV.

But I truly wonder... what DO people get from Facebook?

I don't feel close to many people, and even when I do... I don't put in any affect into a relationship.
I see how Facebook is all about making friends, I do... but I just can't do it.
I can't be bothered adding every person I meet.
I don't even read posts of the 49 friends I have.
I go on to say how I feel and what's on my mind.
I don't expect people to read it and when I found out they were I just got paranoid.
Why would people care what I'm doing on Facebook.
I've never really saw my activities as something that were exciting.
And I don't see what other people are doing as exciting.
It's not that I don't care... but I don't.
I don't care for socialism for the way I see it is this

Everyone wants to have fun and I must be the odd ball here because I don't see what young people do... as fun?

Pubs... are not fun to me.
House Parties with more than ten guests are not fun.
I don't know why I keep fooling myself and go to them anyway when I never have that much fun and I'd have a lot more fun with just one or two people than with seven or eight.
The conversation is weakened and usually dominated by one or two people anyway.
At least in a crowd of two or three, everyone has an equal say instead of with seven or eight... usually it's just run by the dominant "leader".
 I guess in the end... I'm the small fish in a big ocean, swimming in the oppisite backward direction but it doesn't really matter to me.
Cos' in the end, everyone sees themselves as different and not the same.
And I suppose that I'm the same...