Pscho analysing my fanfic "I'd do Anything" regular show

Seeing as I don't want to ammuse myself with the Thularins (Which is SHOCKING) I will just go over some fanfics I've written lately- the second officially finished one "I'd do Anything" in the Regular show forum.
Well I usually like to deal with the end the most in a story and so I'd like to clear up any confusions anyone may have with it.

Rigby did not die. He just became wind... his matter dispersed into the air... his spirit could have actually replaced the original force so that now he is the force.
When Mordecai said he loved him he said that because he did love him... however as a friend.
I think that even in Mordecai's last moments with Rigby (When he was talking to his essence which was the cold air) he only began to realise that this was somewhat his fault.
He never saw before that anything Rigby did was only to be with his friend, Mordecai knew somewhere that Rigby had deeper feelings for him but didn't want to accept it.
Until Rigby finally told him in his final minutes of consciousness "I love you" that Mordecai had to come to realise... yes... what Rigby had been protraying all this time was that... and that he had knowingly ignored it and even tried to run from it.
The whole experience left Mordecai empty with wonderings as "How could I have missed this" "Why did I ignore this all this time" and so on.
So I think when he said "I love you too" it was more to make up for it and to let Rigby go on in peace... however because of his hesitation to say these words Rigby had already gone... leaving him to say it to no one.
Now... he still had feelings for Margaret but because of the whole experience with Rigby it had left him muted, empty and confused on them.
He decides to tell Margaret for now he doesn't trust his feelings... he feels nothing but pain. So even if she told him she liked him back it would've done nothing to console him.
He will never get over Rigby and there is always the chance that Rigby is at peace and still alive in spirit as the wind, but that's up for inturpretation.
Mordecai may not ever love Margaret again... but he doesn't blame anyone for what happened besides himself... simply for never taking the time to listen to Rigby and let him tell him what he feared to hear... which ultimately led up to the end.
That is the full analysis of the ending.
Hope whoever reads this is pleased.
Good bye and remember
Watch what others won't.
Salute.

Social Network

 I have to live in this modern world where everything is done on the net.
You make friends on the net, you shop on the net, you live on the net.
Yet... everything that we want is in this world- not that.
I have never been caught up in Facebook. I have never been caught up in any site unless it gave me something.
I get something from Fanfiction- an occasional good story -that delves into the authors mind and talents.
I get something from Youtube- Music... in most cases.
I get my shows from TV.

But I truly wonder... what DO people get from Facebook?

I don't feel close to many people, and even when I do... I don't put in any affect into a relationship.
I see how Facebook is all about making friends, I do... but I just can't do it.
I can't be bothered adding every person I meet.
I don't even read posts of the 49 friends I have.
I go on to say how I feel and what's on my mind.
I don't expect people to read it and when I found out they were I just got paranoid.
Why would people care what I'm doing on Facebook.
I've never really saw my activities as something that were exciting.
And I don't see what other people are doing as exciting.
It's not that I don't care... but I don't.
I don't care for socialism for the way I see it is this

Everyone wants to have fun and I must be the odd ball here because I don't see what young people do... as fun?

Pubs... are not fun to me.
House Parties with more than ten guests are not fun.
I don't know why I keep fooling myself and go to them anyway when I never have that much fun and I'd have a lot more fun with just one or two people than with seven or eight.
The conversation is weakened and usually dominated by one or two people anyway.
At least in a crowd of two or three, everyone has an equal say instead of with seven or eight... usually it's just run by the dominant "leader".
 I guess in the end... I'm the small fish in a big ocean, swimming in the oppisite backward direction but it doesn't really matter to me.
Cos' in the end, everyone sees themselves as different and not the same.
And I suppose that I'm the same...

The Rockey Horror Picture Show.... not so scary

Well,
How do I begin.
Frankly- I've taken it upon myself to watch things I normally wouldn't watch from people in my life.
And I must say. If a friend hadn't mentioned this film then I probably would of never seen it.

It was interesting.

The plot for a starters.

A newly engage couple has their car break down in the woods and go to a nearby castle to ring for help-
Now this is where it gets weird.
The owner of the castle is a scientist (Tim Curry) who is also a tranvestite and an alien...
Yeah...
And given into pleasure.
I find it... interesting... and yes I was able to keep up... I just... was like ... huh?
Tim Curry had sex with everyone basically and the film ends in an orgy with Tim and Rocky getting killed before the castle beams away with the two remaining alien transexuals going back to Translevania.
Well I must say I liked it!
Nah... it was grand- I don't regret watching it but it had nothing in it for depth- though I will admit some of those musical numbers were kicking.
I'm gonna give this a B+, which is pretty good I'd say.
The actors were good, the story was different and the songs were catchy.
All in all... another film which has been crossed of my list and which I will gaurantee is a cult classic.

Bye for now

And remember to keep watching things others won't.

Treasure Planet... a treasure indeed

Well, today in the library I stumbled upon Treasure Planet... a movie I wanted to see when I was nine and ten years later I still couldn't resist the lure of checking out this once shortly longed for movie.

 As you can tell by the pattern of this blog by now I have a thing for cartoons and I must say that this version of "Treasure Island" was actually a rare find indeed.
I know Disney in its old days did often give their characters depth but this character Jim Hawkin's was different.
He was solitary... he didn't give trust easily like the other Disney characters... he was in his own pained world and his back story actually made me feel something more for the drawn character.
He was... not enchanting... but he resonated something with me.
He felt alone in the world. He always messed things up and he didn't seem to have had any lasting deep relationships of any sort with anyone beside his mother and even that was stumbling.
He did help around the house... he didn't rebel yet he was always seen as the rebel. He had something more... that the other main characters of Disney movies lacked and that was actually... hurt... loneliness and depression... I actually thought he didn't fit in more so than Quasimoto.

Anyway.
Disney did another thing in this movie which they don't do in many.

There was no real bad guy.

Yes there was John Silver... but he wasn't bad.
It was the treasure that was the bad guy and what it did to people.

John Silver, bless his Irish soul seemed like he honestly was a good person who was just trapped in the golds power.
He didn't want to hurt Jim, he even tried to bargain with him.
And the relationship that developed between the two- not being gay or anything- I knew it was supposed to be a father- son relationship but to me it was a best friend relationship... that was something Jim had never had before.
I kept hoping that at the end Jim would go with Silver in the end, leave his empty life and explore the galaxy but I still admire him for staying... even if it meant loosing the first person he had let into his inner being and mind.

And I admire the movie.
The directors must have changed after this film... for when I saw Princess and the Frog I did not have the same response or respect for that movie.
I know there is no need for a sequel for this film... but to me it was more adult than child and to me it was something... different.

I don't know if this review means anything to you but just writing it made me realise that it was good and maybe I shall enjoy it again sometime in the future.

Ta ta for now and keep watching things that

no one else will.

Johnny the Homicidal Maniac

I must say- this graphic novel is brilliant.
The sense of comedy is great and yet it is so dark and sadistic in nature you must really think that only an open person could like such a thing BUT ANYONE CAN LIKE IT.

I love the book. It is very well written, the dialog is intrigueing and the characters can easily be imagined in personality with none of them coming off bland.
Even though Johnen Vasquez does seemed to have a way in which he treats most of the common people- either groesque and stupid, prozac happy or... normal. With Johnny analysing it all and seeing what really is behind the world and if what he is doing is really bad?
I could even tell that Johnny was a smart individual. He was actually too intelligent and often people with great intellect are the ones that suffer most from mental issues.
I found the comic so original I have not been able to find any other comics of any sort the same in humor as Jhonen Vasquez's.
In other words.
This comic should be read by people who like the strange and unfamiliar. People who like things that are just a little salted and with spice in other words...
This comic is for you and me.